LYRICS

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  1. Funhouse
  2. Heart Attack
  3. Headsore
  4. The Bridge
  5. Million + 8 Things
  6. Strawberry Hill
  7. Lord Kill the Pain
  8. Michael
  9. 21

 

1. Funhouse

2. Heart Attack

Feeling like a Heart Attack
I wanna get that feeling back
Warm afternoons in Spring
Cursing with ? on the backboard swings

What had this sad world done to you
So sad to say it’s done me too

I wish that i knew why…

3. Headsore

I had thoughts today
That made me feel as if i may be growing
I have this urge to read and learn
Something new

But I hate books
And I hate reading
So what am I thinking

I think the story has just gotten old
And I can’t grow with it
Anymore

I can’t grow
Waiting for your arrivals
Hiding my life among
While I over hear his twisted intellect
Like vocal on his deathbed

She said
‘you’re 22 and life is the same for you
as when you left here’
I thought of the one
Who died in his pride, four years further than me

I’m going over the water now
And when I get across
I’m going to look back and think
Not tomorrow, not ever.

Head Sore
of course
Head Sore
of course

I had thoughts today
They made me feel as if I may be growing
I had this urge to know and love someone new

But I like her and I hate playing
So what am I saying?
I think our time has just got old
And I can’t grow with her anymore

I can’t grow waiting for you eyelids
Hiding from the light of morning
While I overhear his twisted intelect
Like vocal on his deathbed

She said
‘you’re 22, life isn’t the same for you, as it is for me’
I thought of the one
who died in his pride, four years further than me

I’m going over the water now
And when I get across
I’m going to look back and think
Not tomorrow, not ever.

Head Sore
of course
Head Sore
of course

4. The Bridge

Are you still out there
Alive, waiting
Sometimes I think back thoughts
To make the time go by

Are you sure it was her that was calling
Are you sure it was her that called
To tell me…

That she met someone
With better eyes than me
That he says the right things
The things that make me give myself to him more easily

I had dreams that from Berlin she called me
I had dreams that from a payphone she called
And told me.. oh oh

That I’m not part of
Her life anymore
While I in a bathtub
And there falls the hairdryer

There’s a picture of my angel falling
From the bridge to where my ashes disolve
Friends tell me dont think about her
Won’t you stop, thinking about her
She’s just too far to reach you
And you hardly even knew her anyway oh oh

But these thoughts are
are lies being torn
and it’s the dream of
not living my life alone

I had dreams that from Berlin she called me
I had dreams that from a payphone she called
There’s a picture of my angel falling
From the bridge to where my ashes disolve
Are you sure it was her that was calling
Are you sure it was her that called
To tell me…

5. Million + 8 Things

I’ve written A million and
8 things about you over the months
For everypage were a thousand thoughts

You, were there through my ups and downs
Through my hardests time
And when I was by myself, I was never alone,
Because you were there

I imagined it was you
When I looked and when I shot my ?
I imagined it was you
At a restarants Work
And in my bed.

She loved my heros
And hated my enemies
When everyone, tried to kill me
She hid me by her house
and killed them first

I went back through the million and 8 things and by the table
All the same, aren’t going away.
Of a lonely child, and his made up friend
Of an insecure child
Who smashes and cries
His eyes out and hate
and hated.

But some how he made a bond.
Based on love and peace with his friend to play.
Continued on

The road of a child became all alone
and pressed into himself and as time went by
It matches everything to his intrest
and so the people who came to watch
Only friends of a child this young
Friends of his make belief love
Didn’t Show at all

She loved my heros
And hated my enemies
When everyone tried to kill me
She hid me by the house

She loved my heros
And hated my enemies
When everyone tried to kill me
She hid me by the house
She hid me by the house
She hid me by the house
and killed them…

6. Strawberry Hill

7. Lord Kill the Pain

8. Michael

9. 21

Oh please not today
Not this morning
I’m tired of the sad things you say
and the way you’re feeling

And it’s so old when it’s told
over and over
can’t you talk about other things
it’s always ‘I this and I that’

I’m sorry but I is all I know
you didn’t mind when we lay around
and loved before
like the times when the feelings
or never enough time
when there wasn’t anybody else
but you staying over at my house

Sharing our views on the late issues
out cheap in Mexico everytime
on the cold downtown afternoon

Believe me that love past
Is all I know
You didn’t mind when we wasted time
In love before

21 should mean having fun
There is no alive in you
21 with nothing hanging over you
I want nothing else

Oh please not today
you lay in bed everyday waiting
for me to pull you out
your sad words and tears
only love me only so long

Until I’ve had enough
Of seeing this side of you
until I’ve had enough
Of hearing this side of you
Of your voice

21 should mean having fun
There is no alive in you
21 with nothing hanging over you
I want nothing else